December 02, 2001 - 10:43 a.m.

Long frigging day.
Mood:

I guess what it amounts to really is that I stayed up till 2:30 am TODAY, back from yesterday, and for me that's pretty amazing, keep in mind the fact that I get up at 6:30 5 days a week, and 9 on the weekends. Anyway, the short of it is, Staff and I stared chatting on MSN and somehow the time just flew by. Then Curly messaged me so I decided to just talk to the two of them.

Curly was going on about some shooting he was planninig to do, I REALLY want to join him, he asked me if I could do make-up for his models. Then we sort of agreed to learn together, he wants to see if he's cut out to be behind the cam, I want to see if I'm cut out to be in front of the cam. He's a really kool person so I hope it works out well, plus he has one nice digital camera, and I'd LOVE to pose/shoot models, do makeup, whatever, I've always been interested in that, and he said he can rent a studio... so new yrs here I come.

Then for some reason Staff started talking to me about sex and relationships and the like, well, ok, I know how it started, he asked me what my fave colognes and perfumes were, and I'm a NUT when it comes to smells so he basically hit the rut on the head. I just went off about all these different scents and finally we got on the topic of turn-ons and turn-offs. He turned out to be such an interesting person (we talked before and I KNEW he was a to-die-for cook), but he is just so sensual, romantic and passionate, at least form the conversation. In any case, he just told me about the sort of weird life he leads, he dates a LOT, and I think his mission in life is to really show women a good time, especially when it comes to sex. Hey, I'm not arguing with that one :)

In any case, we stayed up WAY WAY late and I was supposed to get up at 9 to go out with Red, I got up at 10, which isn't too too bad. But I really enjoyed talking with him, AND as it turns out Staff is quite young, 23. I was so surprised I almost flipped out. He seems to posess so much knowledge, and just, I don't know, he's so TOGETHER somehow, it's CRAZY! I could have sworn he was at LEAST 26 and I just kept on wondering why he wasn't married yet because he really is a very sweet person, he's not bad looking either, well, he's actually pretty cute.

To top it off, this morning I had just about the weirdest dream ever. I dreamt that first of all the city was putting out a law that basically said anyone with a fruit tree in front has to clean up all the shit it dumps on the ground or ELSE. So they were going around signing ppl up to check who had a tree and who didn't so ppl could come by to check if it was cleaned. Then my mom and I went home (she started picking fruit from a kiwi tree before I stopped her, hey it was in someone's yard ok, hehehe), and there was this little apartment building beside our house, we don't have one, so it was strange, and all of a sudden I thought they had a fireplace, but then the whole apartment lit on fire!

I saw my dad quickly scampering up the stairs with a hose yelling that there was a mother and children inside, and then the rest felt like I was in a dream in a dream sort of, I was like oh no, he might die! Then I was looking through his eyes, him plunging through the fire into the bathroom, grabbing the two little kids out of the wet bathtub, the mother was in the bedroom, he came back for her as well, and then it skips to us watching the news (my mom and I) and I realise that I wasn't really there, I was watching the news this whole entire time and in the end they said that some stray piece of kindling ignited and blew something in his face and he was lit on fire and that he's in the hospital. It was just so horrible and mean, but I KNEW that would have been something my dad would do, he's a brave person.