February 01, 2003 - 7:46 p.m.

Hail all sexy Jessicas!
Mood:

So Red and I got together yesterday. I had such a weird day. I didn't really care what I was doing so I think that included running through a muddy field to catch the bus and ruining my light tan pants and white shoes. THAT was hilarious. I then ended up using my soft scarf to whipe the shoes at least, I knew it would come off the pants. Then everyone kept staring at my legs whenever I walked into the bus/skytraing, I thought that was hilarious.

But damn, the dentist appointment cost me going to the highschool to pick up transcripts. I was supposed to have it on Thursday at 1:00, but instead it was moved to Friday 1:30, and of course I forgot that my old highschool closes at 1:40 on Fridays, oh well. I still have to go in early next week for the teeth thing (she got pissed off that the tooth wasn't moving so she did something and now it's COMPLETELY loose, BUT at least it's almost even... then she said she'll put this thing together to bind the teeth from the back so it doesn't move back up as it's healing). Anyway, so I'll go next week and pop by the highschool to get my marks... at least I got the college ones though.

After I left THEIR office I knew that the bus coming back was going to be there soon so I kinda waked towards the stop and saw the bus stopped at a red light! I was like, shit, so I had the bright idea to run through the BC Driver's insurance yard. I think 5 giant steps into the endevour I realised I was shoe deep in mud, grass and water. It was so gross too, except I couldn't go back because the bus was just pulling up to the stop so I was like, oh fuck this, and hopped the rest of the way through it, hehehe.

That aside, Red met me at GK. This guy kept hitting on me I was like, fuck why me? Why do people ALWAYS want to talk to/hit on me?! I was so pissed off because it was like the 3rd person who bugged me that day, I mean normally I wouldn't mind, but like DON'T FUCKING HIT ON ME. I wanted to get out of there. I know I'm anti-social so sue me, but I mean, like do I have a sign on my back saying "I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO"... or maybe I SHOULD put a sign on my back saying "I WANT TO BE ALONE".

I had to wait for Red a bit, then he drove us to his house, we went tanning (my face is still fucking red, lol), had some Malajan, I bought some more movies so I'll probably re-watch one as I work out. Then we went into his room so he could show me his new PC and the card. That was kinda kool, it pauses live TV, pretty neat. We ended up watching "O", which (as far as Shakespear repos go) was to be expected, everyone dies at the end. But I like Julia Stiles so it was worth just watching it for her.

All in all, a pretty calm, normal day. I also have to stop spending money and pigging out. On the way home we ate like a bag of those little Reese balls, a giant slurpee and chips. Like wtf is wrong with me? Anyway... I made up for it today. I actually cooked some soup for myself, it tastes sssoooo good, and I don't remember the last time I had soup! My mom makes them all the time but she adds meat so of course I don't ever have any, but she was nice enough to give me some recipes so I've been trying them out. Mmmmm.... soup. I had some salad, but I also don't plan to have anything other than tea after the workout, and HOPEFULLY I can fucking keep my mind tomorrow and not overeat like I usually do *sigh*.

Oh man, today was such a crazy day though. Whenever I stay home on the weekends I never just sit around. I had to help mom clean the house, then as soon as I was done with that I went downstairs to work on the design. The clay-ing is all done now, and I finished icing almost all of the remaining pieces. There MIGHT be a slight change in design plans as in, the original plan was to make the design smooth, but icing the pieces makes it look like branches and when my mom saw it she actually liked it better that way, so I'm going to sand what I can just to even everything out (which I have to ANYWAY), and then we can decide if I should actually leave it textured like wood... might look kinda kool, and then instead of painting it to make it look "normal", I can paint the design to make it look like wood! Then as soon as I was done that, mom came back from the garden and we went for our long walk with the dog, and I STILL have workout left at 9 and have to fold the laundry, which I shall do right now :)

Uhhh before I leave though, I'd just like to point out that this is amazing *drools profusely*. And basically, enuf said, I'd NEVER be able to afford that at this point, hehehe. I'm just drooling :)

11:02 p.m. - Depression is finally over!

I was feeling better yesterday so I knew I was coming to the end of being depressed *sigh*, I have sssooo much energy when I'm not depressed it's amazing, and as such, I actually managed to do ALL of my workouts! I'm sssooo proud of myself *jumps up and down* AND I'm doing GREAT food wise. Tomorrow if Red and I end up going to his house I'm going to bring some of the soup I cooked for myself. It's very filling, fills you up for a long time and low in cals so that will be perfect for dinner or something, or if not, and I do well, then I'll have a bagel sandwitch for dinner OR if we have ice cream that day, then the soup and salad. And with that, off I go. I'm amazed I was actually able to find the time to write in here. I woke up at around 11 and I haven't sat down for more than 10 minutes since then, hehehe, oh well, perhaps tomorrow will be a calmer day, although I feel so pumped up I could probably go bike all day tomorrow and still be ok.

Exercise for today:
Walk (60 min)
Bike (70 min) : 630 cals
Abs (25 min - 15 lbs) 24Up, 48Low, 24R, 24L

Uuuuhhh and I forgot to mention. Dea decided to get some new lip jewelry along with a haircut, hehehe. She bought the circular barbell, I like the barbell a lot better than a ring :) I don't know why, maybe Bif got me hooked on it? But I was so surprised, I didn't know she was going to get THAT, thought she'd just downsize, so kool :) And the hair is SUCH a big differance! I have NEVER seen Dea with hair so short but it's nice AND the best part it, she won't have to fight with it like me probably, hehehe (I mean when I had short hair). It really shows off the black though! Ohhh and I also just got an idea, try messing it up Dea, like you know, sex hair type thing, just to see what it looks like, I think it'd look awesome! :)