July 15, 2003 - 11:27 p.m.

This is surprising.
Mood:

I forgot to mention I'm enacting a little experiment on myself. I noticed that I'm not AS horney when I don't do stuff to myself at some point in the day so I volunteered to not do ANYTHING for a week and see if I'm climbing the walls this weekend. I can just imagine calling the Sunday Night Sex Show lady saying, "Oh yeah ummm... I'm trying to raise my sex drive and supposedly if you do it often your body wants it more often so you know, that's what I DID but I seem to want LESS sex!" And then she'd say something to the effect of, "Oh child! That only works on stupid men. WE on the other hand, of the more gentle persuation, need to abstain from sexual touch but NOT sexual thought so as to make us want it more, get it? Yeah so try that", *puts down the phone*.

Of course I lasted 2 days.

I SWEAR I can do this, tomorrow's Wednesday right? So Wednesday until Friday, that's not a big deal *starts biting nails*. Why did it have to be summer? All the bunnies come out to play, I mean, even Bandit's horney, poor guy. I think some bitch up the street is in heat and he's been going all mental for a week, poor guy. Everyone wants sex.

In other news though, I'm so pissed off. I bought "Catch me if you can" in full screen. I have NO fucking idea how that happened except I am MEGA pissed off (at myself). Not to mention I can't return it because I'm sure it's been more than 18 days and of course, this is the ONLY recepit I CAN'T find. Guess I was meant to have a full screen movie. Speaking off... I think the people who decided to still MAKE that shit should burn in hell. I constantly have to make sure that whatever I buy is widescreen and apparently mistakes can be made (since I buy a ton of movies at once). It's just fucking shitty.

But I suppose enough of me ranting. Did I mention my mom's a total bitch? She bitches at me ALL the time now! I hate how she needs constant attention. I have to acknowledge what she does and how good of a job she does every time she does SOMETHING. So today she was like, "Yeah I cleaned all the windows." And I was like, "Yeah and I woke up at 7 and worked all day, what's your point?" Day two, I have NO idea how I'm going to survive with her for 14 days. Red and I are trying to convince his parents to go to Tofino with us. I mean for gd sakes I need OUT! She is going to drive me INSANE.

11:40 p.m.

Oh ooppss... I forgot to post today's workouts. I feel lame, I only did abs and walk. I hate making excuses but I felt too lazy because it was hot and I had a ton of work to do.

Abs (20 min) 24Up (36 lbs), 48Low (36 lbs), 24R, 24L
Walk (60 min)