July 25, 2003 - 6:53 p.m.

My Immortal...
Mood:

I swear Evanescence kicks ass. I'm listing to "My Immortal", what a beautiful song. Beautiful stuff too. I have 2 of their CD's. Gd, I'm so pissed off right now, my fucking cable didn't show up. I am REALLY pissed because I wanted to fucking know what the fuck is broken on this piece of shit. Now I have to leave the laptop at Red's house so if the cable comes on Monday he can try it out and if it's the laptop then he has to phone in AGAIN. I fucking hate incompetent people.

Speaking of incompetance... where the fuck are my god damn loan papers??? Why the hell is the whole world fucking up lately *arg*.

Hopefully this weekend will be a little more relaxing *sigh*. I still need to send that e-mail to everyone, I need some time off. I also plan to finish off the downstairs design (the one in the hallway) during my week off because we get carpet in 2 weeks. We already brought the bathroom mirror today, and from then until school starts I'm basically looking for and buying furniture and I guess decorating. I need to go browse through the Army & Navy. They have ultra cheap but AWESOME home decour type things. That's where my mom got both of my "bear rugs".

Well... off I go for a little walk. Maybe an hour away from here will cool me off *sigh*. I still wish that fucking cable came today.

11:15 p.m.

I'm so spaced out. I keep missing dates so I thought I was supposed to take NEXT week off for some stupid reason and it's THIS coming week, and it's too late to warn people now so, oh well. Guess I'll just take next week off or the week after or SOMETHING, or perhaps when I TRULY need to. I'm going away for 2 days to the island though regardless of timing because the rooms are already booked thanks to Red's dad.

I have NO idea where we're going which makes me a little nervous. I like being in control of things like these because when I'm NOT I end up being taken on a ride I hate. This is kind of what happened when Red and I went on this Whistler trip like way back when, we were on Leekia's timing and everything, so we got second pick of room and so on and so forth, it sucked.

But oh well, guess we shall see what happens. I won't update for long, need to go rest, bah, stupid headache. I did do arms though, abs and walk today so that took care of my workout requirements. I think my abs are still improving, thankfully. Oh well, onto next week *sigh*.