October 12, 2001 - 9:07 a.m.

TGIF
Mood:

Wow, this is weird, I'm at the office again, and it's 8:54am, but our people are doing something with the firewall/network so the outside iNet connection is down and I'm typing this out in notepad, so I can paste it into the diary later on.

So to sum up yesterday, Robin came over and we watched Sugar & Spice, really cute, a 'light' movie. I like cute movies like that, most of the time when you sit in the office thinking all day, all you want to do is unwind and let tv feed your mind for a change. Then we made out for a while, gd, that sounds so weird, 'made out'... very slowly and sensuously, I really liked it, for once my mind was on the kissing and not on something else, which isn't his fault. I WISH I didn't have to think about shit 24/7, but at least concentrating on the soft things like his hand on my back and face and the way his lips moved really helped. I think the best thing to do is to just think about something ELSE (preferably relating to what you're doing) rather than try to not think at all, because that doesn't work, at least for me it doesn't.

Oh man, I so didn't want to get up today, for once, the bed was the perfect temperature, it was dark outside, and raining, who the hell would want to get up in those conditions??! I wonder what other people think about between the time when they're still half asleep, lying in bed, enjoying its coziness, and when they actually get up and out of bed... I honestly think of the weirdest thing, what to wear. As in, I plan out my wardrobe for the day, in my head, calculating what I'll wear based on how I feel, which is rarely high heels and tight jeans at 6:30am.

Ok, I just pasted this thing in, it didn't work as well as I thought it might, but what you gonna do...

*mental shopping list for DA*

- paddle brush (hair thing)
- some kitty ears (Halloween)
- sweater jacket (just cuz)
- pumpkin pie? (again)
- leather pants (Mmmmmm...)
- teeth (that'll cost me)

I just needed to write this down somewhere, btw, I'm like not in need of dentures, just clean up the teeth I have right now, and it's not like they're bad, but I'm an advocate of "Improving oneself" :)

4:20 p.m.

I'm just about almost ready to go home, I feel so tired, I hope I have enuf energy to actually work out! *groans*, and it's a cardio day too :( Aside from that, I've just been working on the guestbook, which is under the link "graphics", don't ask, so yeah, I've had a pretty boringly busy day, it took me forever just to get the damn guestbook working! Ok well... I have a dentist's appointment 2morrow *groans some more*, at 8:30am, it's like the first thing you wake up to, your dentist. Mental note to self: never date a dentist.